I've always had this weird feeling that i would die a martyr...for something...obviously not any sort of religious martyrdom...cuz i dont like religion, but i feel like i will die for something for some cause or defending something. Maybe becuz im so stuck on being remember for all time, and people who give their lives for something usually have some sort of recognition. But i dont just want recognition, i want every single being from now till the end of time to know who i was and to be influenced in one way or another by my existance...sounds crazy right...well i guess im just a little nuts than. Peace