Mar 30, 2010

I've got alot of video from the Breakin' Dawn tour stop, in Fargo at the Aquarium this Monday, that I'm uploading to my youtube account. Check out the video below and click my account from there to see the rest!!! Amazing show with Brother Ali, Fashawn, and BK One!!!

Mar 29, 2010

BROTHER ALI MUTHA FUCKA!!!

Mar 28, 2010

Im searching for a totally sober living, but i find it difficult, when life keeps giving me obstacles. Perhaps its, my will at fault, that causes those lapses.

Mar 27, 2010

Just got home...hello 5am

Aww well how nice of them... :P

Mar 26, 2010

Kanser and more than lights :)

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Mar 25, 2010

So without an internet connection in my apartment it is quite difficult to update this often, but i’m tryin to as often as possible. Lately let's see, i’ve been back at bjj quite a bit, but being sick this lack week kinda fucked with that once again. I had Jem P on my radio, had a nice in depth analysis of his new album that he put out for free (link to the zshare on my website). I have been listening to it on repeat for about a month now since he got me an advanced copy :) It’s such a great album, i’ve been waiting to hear some new stuff from him for a while. There’s 2 more shows this weekend, saul williams and  more than lights with kanser tomorow night in grand forks followed by the hookah lounge with some friends :) and then monday is brother ali here in fargo. I’ve been writing some lately and am gonna try to do a track with a good dood i met about a month ago who goes by kentagious, i’ve been diggin his little 5 track cd he got me. Otherwise what else, the weather has been pretty decent lately, i cant really complain cuz it sure beats the snow and wind. I’m very anxious for summer, and possibly a bjj tourney here soon. I also cant fucking wait to see ELLI again soon :) I miss her tooooo damn much!!! That’s all i got for now, gotta study to recover from failing a test yesterday :\ Peace.

Mar 18, 2010

Fell asleep right away last night...for a maybe an hour...then began the worst night of trying to sleep everl not sure i slept more than 2hrs total..fml

Mar 17, 2010

Had to turn the a/c on today :)
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Lots of sun!! 41degrees and a lil wind..ill take it :)

Mar 16, 2010

And that my friends would be sunshine and snow free roads :)

No im not shallow lol, im just trying to keep a visual of progress. Ive been training really hard lately, hoping to do another bjj tourney in may..we'll see...also i wanna try my hand at free running this summer. latley ive been thinking how rot my brain is somedays and thought i shuld try to find ways to express myself physically as well. and jiu jitsu has become my art, i also thought of how much sacrifice and how much work goes into things we take for granted, such as exercise. Just think how long it has taken to gather the knowledge and technique of exercises, and knowledge of anatomy, and how many ppl were experimented on and examined to discover how our bodies work...history is a complex entity...the existance of this planet and its i guess 'entity' is unfathomabl complex and interesting :) Peace.

Mar 11, 2010

Headache, hungry, and gotta work at 530....too good of a mood to let that get me down :)

Mar 10, 2010

I love going to bed in a good mood :) hope i get some sleep i got 2 exams tomorow! peace

Mar 9, 2010

Knuckle imprints/ on my temples since/ i fell asleep leaned against my fist again/ another day wasted on lectures and/ i didnt do a thing/ except more sleeping

Whenever i wear this hoodie i wonder what people think. For many reasons 'rasta' colored things carry certain connotations about them. Depending on your background i imagine a large majority of people assume one or both of two things, that i smoke weed and/or thats im some kind of fony trying to wear something unrelated to my non-jamaican heritage. I like to wear this hoodie for comfort and also to witness those subtle yet clear reactions when i walk past people. And to the few unjudgemental or just conditioned there is no response, but from most people alert enough to pay attention to their surroundings, past looking at the ground in front of them as they walk, you can see certain looks in their faces. And i love to try and decipher what kind of mental processes they have by those look. Kind of a fun little social game i like to play, along with many others...my life is kind of an
unregulated self-aware social experiment that i love to manipulate. peace
Slept extra shitty last night...gonna be a long day! fml

Another good wekend, another great show. It was good to see Trey and V again, and nice to hear some new music and artists i haven’t heard yet. Duece, Adapt, and Kool Taj all came out to do the Fargo stop of the All Things Considered tour. It was very dissapointing to see piss poor attendance though. There was also the Hip Hop Summit, Anna Sia at the Aquarium, and a Roller Derby all at the same time, but regardless, Trey Lane has Taken the time and effort time and time again to make stops in Fargo. I hate to see, and feel slightly responsible, every time a great artist comes through and people can’t spend 5 bucks and one night to show them love. I guess it has inspired me though as sort of a last straw to get motivated to rebuild the Fargo hip hop scene from the ground up. Hopefully I can do it, and show every good artist from now on a great reception like they deserve when driving all the way to Fargo ND.

On another note, I feel very optimistic lately. I have feelings for a certain someone, but I’m not sure quite exactly how I feel. I know how I wanna feel about her, but its just sorta complicated. I’m not gonna stress it though, this time whatever happens happens. Not gonna over-analyze, not gonna push the subject, not gonna force myself into it. No matter what she’s my best friend though :) Um lets see also this week or next I’ll be having Jem P on my radio show!!!! His new cd is AMAZING! Anyone who reads this should go to myspace.com/whoisjemp and download if for free after it drops on march 16th. That’s all for now. peace

Mar 4, 2010

Hope this nice weather lasts!!!!! :)

So I am now 21, and still feel pessimistic about life. Hunter S. Thompson is however inspiring me to say fuck it and be comfortable with who I am. Life is way to fuckin short to worry about what every single person thinks about me. Why should I give a shit, it’s not like they are ‘perfect’ either. Anyway the wekend was crazy fun. Friday we went to see the Fargo stop of the Black Belt tour. Haziq Ali put on a good set even with no voice left. Kipp….of course effin killed it, I swear he gets even better everytime I see him perform! Omaur Bliss had alot energy and I really dug his set, you could tell he was getting into it. And of course Toki fuckin Wright!!! I’ve been wanting to see him for quite some time and it was well worth the wait. A very sick performance, he ain’t no hype man, fucker he’s a live band. HAH it describes him so well. I thank him for calling into my show from a coed bathroom at his show in duluth lol. Funny interview and funny stories from Kipp on my show. And this wekend plans to be more of the same fun and shows with trey lane and kipp both on my radio show tonite, and trey lane show on saturday. I gotta get caught back up with school in my down time with some more tests coming up next week. And i really gotta get back into bjj more often, i hate feelin even this out of shape anymore. And also i really gotta get crackin on my writing so i can have some stuff done by summer time. Peace

Mar 3, 2010

I just wish i knew exactly how you felt, and was sure about it :\

Mar 1, 2010

Enjoy the weather kids, i <3 the sunshine!!!

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