Sep 30, 2010

Study study study!!!

Sep 29, 2010

Back to havin 2 jobs...let's see what happens i guess

Sep 28, 2010

Stats class...please end...

Wtf! fog!!

Sep 27, 2010

I look into the mirror and wonder...who is that person on the other side? Looking at me objectively...do i matter, do i even exist? Contemplation of self..hmm
I look at a picture of me and think...who am i...what do i mean...how does this physical represent who i am inside...

Sep 25, 2010

Rockin the new soulcrate shirt!

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Sep 24, 2010

Where did the old you go. It's like you packed up and moved away. You came back with new luggage my dear, but no longer have a place to stay here.
You're so clueless, it's like watching a blind person walk into traffic, even though they can hear the danger loud and clear...
People cant fuckin drive today! oh wait that's everyday...almost got side-swiped 3 times within 4 blocks...wtf
"It's kinda scary when you're sleepin, and the pain stays. I was dreamin you were drownin in my brainwaves."
"It's kinda scary when you're sleepin, and the pain stays. I was dreamin you were drownin in my brainwaves."

Sep 23, 2010

Homemade vegan 'pizza' wrap on the george forman :) NOM!

Sep 22, 2010

Feels so lost today...

YUM!!!!!
"I dream awake, and I feel like i lost my mind today"

Sep 21, 2010

"I dont't care what ya think, unless its me that ya thinkin about. I dont't care what ya think, unless ya think about me."

Sep 20, 2010

I know sooner or later ima have to say goodbye my friend..so i wanna try and find you again..so ill always remember the person i once knew.
In the heartland, im bout to panic. With my heart in your hand im goin manic.
Im always faller further in love with music :) think it's about time i start makin it too!
People don't change, people just grow. And if you're not growing with them, then that's when it seems like you don't know the person they become. Just a thought

Sep 19, 2010

What a weekend!!! :)

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Sep 18, 2010

Fun night with elli, dylan, and my bros!! saw shelbey, AV, and dextrious..and got pretty drunk! gotta work at 5am..fml!

Sep 17, 2010

'A happy animal is one that's under control and disciplined.'-judge joe brown...so ur saying imprisonment and punishment is happiness...huh
Gotta make some fast cash before winter!
Diggin the sov sect, been blastin since i dl-ed it yesterday! it got me thru a 9ish mile jog yesterday!
'I just knew she fine..like a ticket on the dash.'

Sep 14, 2010

My entire body is shaking with anger.
Feels like a college student for the first time in 3yrs...i dont like it lol
Bumpin techno in the headphones while workin on research methods homework in the library!
Impressions last! normally id put shit aside to help a fellow human being..but sometimes lessons have to be learned the hard way!

So life lately has been goin pretty well, some minor ups and downs as always, but overall I’ve actually been happy. Moving myself away emotionally seems to have been the best route to go. It is not necessarily how I wished it would have gone down, but in the end, looking back, i think it was necessary and the best outcome. I will always feel somewhat alone, even when I’m not. But even though it is hard sometimes I think realistically I am searching for something that if I actually got it I wouldn’t really find it to be as good as I keep trying to imagine. I need to spend more time on me. I want to start finding a way to make money doing something I enjoy. I keep waking up for work to go do pretty much nothing for 4 hours a day. I had feeling no sense of accomplishment or passion towards what I do. My hobbies keep getting put on the back burner, and school isn’t goin the best, but all in all for right now I am getting by. As I am always just getting by. This weekend is gonna be loads of fun though, I haven’t been this excited for a concert in years, and it the line-up is epic. I recently added Kipp, Tony, and Jeremy officially to my radio show so I have people to actually cover me when I miss it because I work at 4am the next morning. It gets rough to switch my sleeping pattern just about everyday. Anyway, killin a lil more time before stats. Peace.

Sep 10, 2010

SloKid kills it! as usual!!
'i didnt know suicide prevention day was today...did you?...so i guess not today'
'somebody gimme a topic', "how bout suicide...and depression", 'haha and its a good day for that' ....silence, 'cuza the rain..', "ya id wait til monday"
Rain hasnt let up..decided to wander to class anyway..fuckin soaked..fml!

Sep 8, 2010

My second home :) glad to be back!
Lovelife. :)

Sep 7, 2010

The world is so much more enjoyable to the soundtrack of my ipod drowning out the mechanical sounds of modern life.
Sick of waking up at 3am for work.

Sep 5, 2010

Homemade banana/raspberry pancakes...god i rock!

Sep 4, 2010

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Sep 2, 2010

PM TO AM HIP HOP BPM's
I started 'thoroughly ridiculous' with head nod, a few months back! so bam! there it is!