"ive been here before, and now im back again...im headed north, but theres no sign of sunshine"

Yet another semester of school has started, it’s been a very long summer, that in looking back seemed to somehow breeze by. The first week of school is already done, and I try to look on optimistically toward the possibility of graduating at the end of next summer. I’ve had alot of emotional ups and downs this summer, made new friends, and sadly lost touch with old ones. I finally made some civility back out of my friendship with Beth. I finally quit my job at Burlington. I’ve made one of the best friendships, if not the, that i have ever had with another human being in Sarah. Jeana is fucking amazing, but just as confusing. If i haven’t ruined my friendship with Jen a thousand times a day I think we’d get along great, but she’s gotta be about sick of me by now and prolly just puts up with me as a formality. I got to see Aaron, Kory, Josh, and Sweets this past wekend… and despite 90%(statistically incorrect of course) of the events of Saturday night not only hostile, but very regrettable, I had alot of fun. I needed to get out of Fargo for once, and that was perfect. Atleast in it all it blew off alot of stress that had built up during the four 60hr work weeks in a row I had leading up to the end of summer. I ended up in the hospital a few weeks back for stress induced panic attacks. That was fun… A week and a half ago they tore out my bathroom, so it’s been just awsum bumming showers or just not showering… Otherwise it seems for the most part I am feeling alot happier and alot less stressed, I just need to get back to working out, spending more time with friends, and getting out and meeting new people. My new search for new people to get hung up on, since all the girls I’ve been hung up on lately just aren’t working out, has inspired me to start writing on another book. Aaron and I have been sharing alot of emotional battle wounds lately and tryin to help each other out, so I find it fitting that we try and collaborate on this look at life since our perceptions seem to be very similar. As always, don’t hold back, and lovelife. Peace

Remember the 6th grade :P

Third day of class...gotta get back to blogging again!

Officially done at bcf.

Start of one more 60hr work week...wishing my sanity luck! Then 20hr work weeks from here on out, aka free time, aka you'll be seein more of me soon!

Worried so much that my heart hurts. Care enough to where i can barely breathe.

You're the only thing that means anything to me anymore...be safe...please

:)

6am at work..halfway done, then off to bcf..put my notice in yesterday!

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