For some reason, and im not complaining lol, im in a great mood today!!! Ive been smiling all morning :) my friend is going in for surgery today, she just got off the plain a little bit ago, i know everything is gonna go smoothly though even if for the simple fact that it feels that way, when she found out she had the tumors i felt off and knew something was wrong, but right now everything feels right in the world! Anyway so this whole blog business really relieves some stress, not as much as like jiu jitsu or working out does, but it gets alot of the emotional stuff off my chest. Its like if i know im putting it out there for the world to be able to see, even though they never will, than nothing can be going that bad..right? Well that's how its going so far anyway. I might have already mentioned this but im writing a book, and im gonna write myself into it to in a sense 'live forever'. Im gonna ask my closest friends to describe how they see me, then im gonna take all that with my vision of myself and write myself into all the character and poems. Im in a sense going to come as close to recreating who i am through the words of the book. So in theory anyone who ever reads it will pretty much come to know who i was. peace