So far i’ve had 2 classes today, and they both seem pretty chill, my cultural psych prof is a trekky (sketchy) but he seems like he’ll be a very chill and easy going teacher. My forensic prof is very suprisingly chill, i figured that’d be my toughest class but i feel like a kindergartner in there cuz we take  2min break every half hour…christ might as well have nap time too…but im def not complaining bout that cuz it’ll be alot less stressful as i prepared for, im still going to stick to my tentative schedule ive made for this semester to keep myself on track, i cant fall behind, there is no room left for error, ive already made my mistakes and learned from them…so now its time to buckle down and grind through the rest of it so i can get done with college and get on with life. Ive been sleeping extra shitty the last few nights, sunday night was just crazy, i musta woke up a thousand times and woke up all confused and flustered having no idea where i was or what was going on…it was kinda freaky to be frank. But i dunno i hope now that im gonna be back to a regular schedule that ill get back to a regular sleeping pattern and hopefully thatll help atleast somewhat…we’ll find out i guess. I’ve mended some friendships which also relieves alotta stress. I realized 2 things so far today though, 1. that im as stressed out at 20 as a wallstreet stock broker, so i think ive always been right in not expecting a very long life…ill be the death to myself by these means im sure. And 2. that im very alert, more so than someone in my situation ever needs to be. Im probably commonly as alert as someone in a high terrorist activity zone…Its good under certain circumstances, but highly unnecessary and adding much unneeded stress on top of everything else. So just 2 more things to get in order in my life i guess…im hoping come may i’ll be able to be fairly happy living in a house, getting a new job once school is out, and just relaxing every now and then. Peace