No im not shallow lol, im just trying to keep a visual of progress. Ive been training really hard lately, hoping to do another bjj tourney in may..we'll see...also i wanna try my hand at free running this summer. latley ive been thinking how rot my brain is somedays and thought i shuld try to find ways to express myself physically as well. and jiu jitsu has become my art, i also thought of how much sacrifice and how much work goes into things we take for granted, such as exercise. Just think how long it has taken to gather the knowledge and technique of exercises, and knowledge of anatomy, and how many ppl were experimented on and examined to discover how our bodies work...history is a complex entity...the existance of this planet and its i guess 'entity' is unfathomabl complex and interesting :) Peace.