Apparently 1950's housewives knew jiu jitsu...

Its effing nice out, first walk ive enjoyed in months

UGGH..so this whole house hunting is starting to get stressful, we got lucky in the sense that we found the perfect house for us and what we want to do…but on the other hand we cant afford it to just the three of us, our one homie decided to back out again, and the other guy that was gonna move in is having trouble convincing his girlfriend now…i just really really need this house. On a different note :) i love my best friend in the whole world!!! and she knows who she is <3 that’s all ill get into that for now lol…had a super dope life talk with a friend/coworker till like 4am the other night, i always thoroughly enjoy those!! otherwise its  just been the same old shit lately. peace

I reeeaaallllyyyy miss this girl!!! and i hope she knows how much i miss her and how bad i wanna see her. hhhm otherwise today was a good day :) paul ide and slo kid(adam) stopped by the show and we hung out. i got alot of writing done today, i wrote a 1500 word short story and a few acapella's, im really in the creative mood lately. there's this ndsu literary journal they publish annually so i really wanna submit as much as i can get done in the next few weeks! also this saturday is a dope hip hop show so ima try to get to it if i get off work soon enuf to slide in. slo kid's got quite the surprise for the crowd being it's valentines day and all...ill post pictures lol..anyway gotta sleep ,work in the morn, peace

I realize i haven’t written on here in quite some time, so ill try to catch you up. The whole lack of internet at my apt is starting to be troublesome. I almost got a 0 on an exam for my online class becuz i couldnt get a good stolen connection at the time, luckily i was allowed to retake it and got a B!!! Um so lets start off, as usual im still stressin bout turnin 21 soon, i just wonder if im gonna feel this way forever. Also kinda sorta lost a good friend over stupid drama…oh well, but made an even better friend and am gettin super close to someone else i’ve had some feelings for on and off for a lil while now. So not gonna get my hopes up but will keep my fingers crossed. She’s kinda been that one right in front of my eyes that i’ve always known was special to me, but it took this long to notice i guess you could say..?  Anyway what else, um school’s finally going good for once in my life, getting B’s right now!!! not quite the 4.0 im shooting for but i’ll take it over last semesters C’s and D’s…oh and im helping promote for the first fundraiser for ‘Hip Hop Don’t Stop 2010’, it’s gonna be an epic event this summer, with some amazing artists coming in for the graffiti wall!!! So pumped, also i copped Dessa’s new album and its been on repeat for the last 2 or so weeks! It wasn’t one of those albums that you instantly realize ‘damn this is good’ but more so after about 2 listens i really started to appreciate ‘damn this girl has got true talent’. So im super stoked over that. And i believe the same day i got that cd it was, i did an acapella on my show, and this girl called in, and her mind was so epically intriguing, this girl was def dope as hell, we had the most interesting 15min convo ive had in a loooong time…just wish i woulda got some contact info or found out who she was so we could’ve continued the convo at a later date….so mysterious girl who called into the show 2 weeks ago itd be nice to chat about the intricacies of life again if you wanted to.. Also we found a house last week, 9 bdrms, 3 bath, 3 kitchen, with a full basement. Me and jeremy instantly started making plans for it so now we have all become super emotionally invested in getting this particular house! If it comes to happen it will be me, both my brothers, dylan vall and his girlfirend dani, and darin striker!!! It would be the best 2 or so years of our lives guaranteed if it comes to pass. We want to put a studio, weight room, party basement, etc. And the best part is that we all have very similar motivations and interests such as music, so we can all keep each other motivated along with having the fun and freedom of enough space to do practically whatever we please. I’ll try to update again soon, but ima try to take a short nap before my next class so i have energy to workout after classes. Peace