Life, is always them ups and downs. Today was good, but in the night i found a new look. Frowns and upside down happiness. But i know, tomorow is gonna be happy if, i, can wake to an entirely different sort of state. Um lately lifes been hell, hella stressed out. Our hous situation got allll fucked! started a new/second job at home depot, its easy, but its 4am-8am...so been catchin as much sleep here and there as i can. Most of my friends seem to be gettin by pretty good these days..cept one :\ and she dont deserve it! Luckily i know she's tough as nails, just hate knowin people are down, and feeli like its my duty to help where i can. i used to think i was meant to do something great, but lately ive been rethinking..maybe im only here to oobserve and absorb...then again maybe, and more likely, there is no point..but if ya think like that then what is there left to live for..and ive
been down that path once...so i gotta start lookin up! peace